Divine Essense

Today I moved to a lovely little place in Greenhithe where I will be able to have people come around for workshops, private healing, reading sessions.  I am feeling very tired but quietly elated with this move.

It has been a while since I felt the urge to post something on this blog, I have been in a re-build mode and getting myself into places that are beneficial to myself.  I am now in a very good space and will be working towards getting myself known in Auckland.

I am enjoying working on the North Shore, and now living on the shore, no more commute from the West! I did enjoy being a Westie, but am now moving towards the East, I am sure this will bring in lots of new growth as the East gets the light first every day.

My view from my little house is stunning, I look out over the harbour towards Point Chevalier, seeing all the city lights when I stay up late enough to see them.

I am deciding that I need to revamp my webpages, so watch in the near future for changes on the website.

Namaste to all

Cathy

I am in a constant state of change and growth!  I was just looking at the entry from 31st January and realising that I have been talking about new beginnings and freeing myself from the past hurts, wounds and pain for a long time now.  I am also realising that I am not the story of my life, I am a being at one with spirit, with the divine and I am where I am to bring the light to all who pass me by.

I had the most amazing experience this morning, went to the market at Avondale - WOW, so big, so many different stalls selling the same type of thing, and yet everyone is different.  Got the fruit and veg that I will need for the week and am happy now.  I followed this with a visit to the mall in Henderson and walked into a shop for no reason, just looking, and the shop assistant remarked on my necklace, we started talking about different things and hopefully she will be a friend soon too, someone who is keen to learn about the light, spirit and healing of the self first and foremost.  Like most of us she has a story and is still tied to the story. 

The new beginning today is that I am free of the story of my life and just being where I need to be, doing all I need to do and at the same time am open for the opportunities that present themselves to connect on a deeper level with fellow travellers on this planet.  How remarkable that I can do that!  I woke this morning to rainbows on my bedroom wall, the feeling of joy that this brings to me is truly awesome.  Love the rainbows, and hoping I will get some this afternoon when the sun comes round the other side of my unit.

I moved in last weekend and have spent this week getting used to travelling on the train to and from work in the centre of the city.  This coming week I need to start doing some work on writing - I can use the program in my cellphone for this, so is fantastic for me.

New opportunities - I was approached regarding a different job last week, and so am having an interview tomorrow - will be good to have this nearly permanent job, is for approx 3 years - then the rest of my life can flow a little more easily.  I might just look for somewhere closer to work to live - oh so many moves in short time frames. 

Just thoughts going round in my head, will wait for a little while as I know that I do need to be here in Swanson - so far from the centre of town! Never know how long I am meant to stay in a place till it's time to leave again.

Have fun and enjoy the sunshine and warmth while it lasts - will be winter soon enough.

Namaste

Cathy

Today is the most fantastic day I have lived for a long time! I am beginning a brand new life from today. This does include a few endings as we cannot proceed forward weighed down with our old stuff clinging to us. So the past week has been spent cleansing, letting go of all the hurts and emotional stuff from the past.

Today I have completed this and feel free. I am filling my heart with love, accepting the love from all my friends in spirit to also fill me. My heart is overflowing with all the love that I am generating and recieving. I know that I am exactly where I need to be right now, doing exactly what I need to do and ready for the next message to come through. I begin my new life now.

A big part of this journey is using the tools I have been given to assist with clearing. I have written the story on paper and burnt it to release all attachment to the past, this releases the energy out to spirit where it is transformed into new and vibrant energy, and takes it off my chest! I have walked in the bush with the elementals to receive the information that I am not my story, it is safe for me to release all attachment to the story and free myself from the pain and suffering involved in the story. Very powerful information to realise and use.  I keep hearing the line from Carlos Castenada - saying that to be free one only has to stop owning the story of your life. 

I have burned sage to cleanse my aura of the residue of pain and suffering. I have cleansed the house to release any residue of darkness and to bring in the love and light. There is a new feeling of joy entering my body and my life now! I am cleansed and purified right here and now.

I will visit my temple within very soon and fill myself with pure love, white light and connect again with spirit on this deeper level. My inner child is very happy with all that we have achieved in the last week, once I have cleaned out my drawers, cleaned the house and feel brand new both internally and externally!

Now I revel in the luxury of having achieved this freedom within and the joy of living within a spruced up environment with a grateful heart for all those wonderful souls, guides, helpers, angels and others who have assisted me with this stage of my journey, I am truly blessed by all who are in my life!

Namaste

Cathy

Today is a day filled with transformation - releasing that which is no longer serving me and opening more and more to spirit, life, love, mother earth and all those who dwell upon her.

The idea that we are connected and able to communicate with the unseen worlds and especially with the elemental realms is amazing to me - I see the being who is the elemental within the trees, I have connected with these beings and gained an understanding of why I am visiting the tree, what the message the tree holds for me - the Puriri tree is amazingly nurturing, with unconditional love for all who come within reach of her energy.  The bracken is cleansing the toxins and toxic energy from my body with the waving of the branches through my auric field.  The Karaka which is providing me with strength, with the knowledge that all is as it is meant to be.

I give thanks for the birds that are around us providing us with their wisdom - the wonderful pheasant who gave me a feather to treasure, to learn the message that is available, when to play hide and seek and when to appear - don't leave it too long to come out of the closet! Love all that you are and be free to fly on to new areas when ready to explore.

The Fantail - who provides us with assistance in transforming from one stage of life into a new one - wow, feeling watch this space for there are things happening behind the scenes which will be brought into the open soon and life as I know it will be completely new and different.

I am willing to release all pain, all of the not good enoughs out into the world, knowing now that I totally am good enough for the very best, highest version of myself to be revealed to me and then for me to embrace this version of myself and live it in the world.  The power is within me and I am embracing this power with intent and with love and light.

Blessings to all who take the time to read this message for you too need to know that you can release all the fear and pain from the past and embrace yourself totally and unconditionally with love in your heart and wisdom, knowing that you and I are totally, awesomely good enough for our grandest visions and dreams to come true!

Namaste

Wow, what a wonderful day yesterday at the Fey Fair in Orakei, with Dil.  The atmosphere was awesome and the fellow stall holders were lovely to be with.  I knew and clicked with so many of them!

I had some wonderful messages coming through and some awesome happenings, just love the way spirit operate! Chalice was there doing shamanic journeys (and she is to take me through one tonight - can't wait!) and popped over to ask a little question - I was shuffling my cards (healing with the fairies, thank you to Doreen Virtue for this wonderful gift) and 2 fell out - just answering the question that hadn't been uttered until after the cards presented themselves - how about that for synchronicity!!!

My neighbour stall holder walked past in the morning and said "oh the light is so strong with you - how lovely to see one so connected!".  That really made me feel great, the connection that I have been working on for years is strong enough now that others can see and feel the light around me. 

I have been told lately that I am working with the angels, archangels and ascended masters! That is awesome, I am not working for them, I am working for the divine and am collaborating with the helpers in spirit to provide whatever the divine wants for my fellow journeyers on plante earth! This has been a goal of mine for so long, and it is here.  Next goal is to be the channel to provide the assistance to beings more than in the past. I am aiming for this to be my work in the future, to provide for all my earthly needs in this way would truly be working at a job that is a hobby! Fantastic!

Today is the beginning of another part of my journey, the shamanic journey healing that is to take place tonight is to reconnect me to the little folk, the fairies, pixies and elemental realm that I have been disconnected from for a while, this is like a gaping hold in my psychie and finally it will be healed.  Many, many thanks to Chalice for this opportunity to reconnect again with the little folk, who are so important in this world.

I am preparing for this sacred journey, will go and meditate to ensure I am in the space that is needed.

Namaste

Cathy

Today I am loving myself more, not accepting the offer of relationships that do not measure up to what I would like in my life for the future.  So today is a bit of a heart break day!

I now fill my life with friends who are there for me, assisting me with my growth, offering love and support as I support and love them.  I now have friends in my life who want to be with me, are not scared of opening themselves to love more, and are wanting to spend time with me to get to know me on deeper and deeper levels.

I am surrounded by native trees at the moment, right up to the windows and doors around the house I am staying in - there is Manuka, Pittosporum, Patete, Pohutukawa, Flax, they are all good with assisting to grow, heal and love again.

I am ready to move into a new relationship with myself and starting this morning with looking myself in the eyes and saying "I love you, exactly as you are" and feeling the love well up inside was a fantastic beginning for me.  This has brought up the aching feeling of being alone to be looked at in the light of day and to be loved and released in order that I might enjoy this time on my own, that I might begin to unconditionally love myself even more than I did yesterday, that I might allow the love that spirit, angels, ascended masters and all those in spirit working with me bring to me. 

I give thanks from the deepest part of my heart for the assistance of those to help me with my greiving at this time.

Blessed be and many thanks to all.

Namaste, Cathy

Life got very busy at the end of last year (2013), was tired at the end of the day, so no posts.  Will work on spending a little time writing everyday this year.  I am opening my channel more and more, the information that comes through is so simple and so profound, I create my own reality on a daily basis! 

I am grateful that I am on holiday at the moment from my current employment, I am enjoying sitting in this house in amongst the trees (house sitting in a fabulous environment is awesome!), with the sun shining and a little breeze to keep the air moving.  Peace, love and light is awesome indeed!

Today is a new beginning, I have new life coming to me, this year 2014, is a year of positive change and I know that all my dreams will come true during the year.  I now open myself to new opportunities for employment, spiritual workshops and relationships that are more in alignment with my needs and desires.  I have had the most amazing insights while I have been on holiday, will start creating a new healing modality utilising plants, energy healing to assist with aligning people to their highest potential.  Thanks to my friend Helen for the idea, now to start the creation process. 

Now to clean the house, get some more things to bring here and do some shopping, then spend the next few days creating this healing modality! Watch this space................

Namaste

Cathy

Today I am processing new information and experiences.  Had an awesome day yesterday, went and had a totally fabulous massage with Gloria (putting a link onto her website today!), which brought up so many lovely issues for me to see, know, understand and release.

One major one along these lines is that I am a perfectionist! Wow, always thought I was sloppy, but no, I am far too hard on myself always expecting huge things to be done and achieved. Awesome to know this and to be able to now lighten up on myself, so when those thoughts come up saying "Do this....." or "You should be......" I am learning to let go and say - oh that was harsh, now I send love to myself and blessings and oh please relax, let go and allow me time.

I have been saying to others for years that loving the self is very essential to spiritual growth, now I know I was truly saying it to me! Again, just love that messenger! As I am speaking to others this little voice is gently reminding me that I am not listening and it is time to take note of all that I am saying, see how true this is for you.  This is powerful work that I am achieving now, the spiritual growth, the clarity that I am achieving is wonderful.

This massage incorporated Reiki, Bach Flower remedy, Kinesiology, Reflexology, along with some hypnotherapy or suggestions and guided imagery.  So many modalities in one session totally uncovered several blocks to the flow of energy in my body system and as I process the shifts I am feeling a little tired.

The rest of today is resting time for me.

Blessings to all 

Cathy xx

I, like most of you thought I had my trust issues sorted, NO, I am only beginning on this one! Yes my needs are being provided for me - as I am seeing on a daily basis, however the main one is a regular income at this moment in time.  This is coming and spirit are giving me just exactly what I need at this point in time, a rest and a bit of a holiday, time to replenish and nourish my body and soul.

Yesterday saw me participating in the Fey Fair which is held in Orakei every second Saturday of the month - the next one is in January and if spirit want me there they will organise it, I put my name forward onto the waiting list, lets see if I need to be a reader there!  What a fantastic time I had, meeting lots of different people both readers and clients who walked in off the street for their messages.

This fair was truly awesome for me - I didn't do a lot of readings, however the ones I did were so powerful and awesome that I was blown away, especially the last one.  However the day for me was connecting with other readers and finding we have a few common interests.  I am to be receiving a wonderful massage tomorrow from Gloria, will tell you more when I have been.  By far the biggest connection was with Ginny, she sells Auralite 23 crystals.  As per normal when I picked one up I got a kick, not quite enough but needed to feel the energy of another one, and then another one - oh my the connection between me and this crystal was so strong, I got goose bumps! We both agreed this crystal was for my progress.  The crystal is very, very powerful and part of it's mission is to assist with changing the DNA structure.......this is taking place now, so today is definitely a resting day!

The next readings that I did following the wearing of this crystal blew my mind, I have a much, much stronger connection with spirit - I am not sure yet how close the connection will be in a few days or a week, but know it is so much more powerful.  I am willing for the work to be done on my mind, body and soul in order for my work on this planet to be more in alignment than ever before.

There is much more exploration to be done with my new friends on many subjects one of which is Lemuria,  I am finding that I am connecting with others who have resonance with the lost civilization of Lemuria, New Zealand being part of the land mass where it was situated!  This knowing has been with me for a very, very long time and finally others are coming forward who know similar things about the civilization.

And so the lessons, the openings continue to be strong and getting stronger every day.

Love, light and blessings to all

Namaste Cathy xx

Today in the time I am spending with spirit I am getting the message that trust in my greatest good being provided to me is what is being asked of at the moment.  The sun is shining and the birds are singing, it is nearly time for me to go outside and enjoy the fresh air again today.

There is a time and a place for everything on earth and in heaven, this is the time for me to be contemplating and resting before I get really busy again.  To totally enjoy my peace and quiet, soaking up the energy that is surrounding me.  I am nearly ready for the next big change that is on it's way and there is a freedom that is around me.  I am no longer controlled by clocks, time, other people and their ideas, wants and needs.  Oh what bliss for me today.

As I sit here typing this I am thinking of the Lord Buddha, he has always appeared to me in meditations, the peace and tranquility he brings with him are very uplifting for me.  Now is contemplation time, for everything comes from thought and the contemplation with peace will provide the start of a new life.  Rest and relaxation is truly necessary for me to be in the right energy field for this new life to come to the fore, and the old life to be released out.  I am now free of all pain and suffering and truly am able to live my life with joy in my heart, as we are all meant to live here on earth, with joy, love and light.

In peace, love, light and blessings

Cathy